Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i passed by the now half-demolished kcp while on bus 43 today. and it's kind of heart-breaking to see it in this state. it's hard to imagine that i used to spend 6 years of my life in there. and the memories i had during primary school are becoming blur. and it's really very scary. what if one day, i won't be able to recall them anymore? primary school is important to me okay.
then the same thing is going to happen when i leave tkgs. i can't imagine life without my darlings and my stringers. and then
when i leave singapore. what if a few years later, i can't remember
anything at all?okay. i should stop letting my imagination run wild.
i think i really missed out a lot from the videoworld clique gathering yesterday. they had so much fun. oh well. ):
you know what. different is just different. i feel totally out of place in this city. you all can start losing me now. i'm kind of tired trying to keep holding on to everything. i'm been trying to do that for the past few years, and it has all been useless. so
i give up on everything. i think i was all along supposed to be on my own. but at least, i'm certain that in the future, i'll be all alone.
my best friend is angry/annoyed with me. and it was obviously my fault.
that's just great, vicki. that's the only thing you can excel in. making the world pissed/angry/annoyed.
i swear that if i don't get an A for chinese, i'll go and kill myself.
au revoir.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:38 AM
